removed.

When you grow up with a group of people, you become attached. you grow close with them all, though you may not realize it until its much to late. and so when you are suddenly gone from that group, whether you left, or were kicked out, chased out, however. but when your suddenly removed, your world suddenly falls to pieces. 

 

 So you see, well read, i had been attending this school. for about 5 years i walked through the halls with the same kids every single week day. but by the time we all grew older, things changed. along with our teachers. and in walks a man. my life at the school was perfect. i had a set friends whom i loved very very much, i got good grades, and i actually enjoyed the classes. but then HE shows up and my life is turned to rubble. 

 im not going to blog about what happened to remove me from the school, but after a year and a half of me enduring his classes, i left. and lost everything. My friends at the top of the list, then my education. and everything else slowly follows behind. 

 

Now as i try to sew up everything that slashed open, i feel like im outside a window looking in. Thy are all happier with out me. the drama is still just as much, but they enjoy it more. they all get along, they all act like each other. i now realize that im not a part of the class anymore. the worst part is, that i wish i had never left, and if i go back now, they wont accept me anymore. 

well this all awful writing and probably makes no sense, but i had to finally tell someone about it. even if that someone is a blogger site.